Who's On9 Now?

My Feels..For Now...

"When the rain fall, it feels like they understanding me ...While the dawn breaks ... They accompany me with the sorrow in my heart...Without realizing it, my tears fell apart...Following the rhythm of the rains..."

Inilh yg mampu ak describe ttg keadaan hati ak...
Maybe ramai yg xtaw, tpi ak memiliki hati yg sgt sensitif...
Seperti skrg, ak buntu....

Jln citenya bginie....

Bf ak merupakan final-year stdnt kat UTEM...
Utk thn nh...
Next year dy akn start praktikal...
Bru2 nh dy dpt dua twran...
Satu kat UTEM & satu lg kat Safura, Serdang...
Dy tnya pndapat ak..
Bg ak, mana yg dy brminat trs grab jelh peluang 2..
Tpi dlm ati, ak xnk dy pegi jauh sbb ak tkt....
Tkt akn khilangannya..
Bkn krn ak xprcaya pdnya..
Tpi, nthlh...
Hati ini suruh kata jgn bg dy pegi jauh2...
Tpi pd msa yg sama, hatiku mnyuruh dy mncapai cita2nya...
Lgipun sume 2 demi masa dpn dy jgk..
Nak xnk, ak tipu dy & diri sndiri...
Katakn yg ak epy n redha dgn pilihnnya...
Hnya tuhan taw ati ak mcmn time 2...
Tpi apa nk buat...
Kalo ak mghalag, nanti apa kata kwn2 dy & kluarganya...?

Nk xnk, brsabar jelh...
Ak rsa nk mati pun ada gak...(EMO MODE ON)
Tlg ak...
Anyone...
Be4 ak jdi EMO...
Completely...
(Rmbt dh style emo...tggal nk tkr jdi EMO 100%...
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