Hye everyone...^^
Guess today is what?
"Daa~ Today is saturday, of course..."
LOL
Fdk knows that...
It's not only 'just saturday'...
It's actually the day Lady Andevolicious was born in this world...
" Seriously??? Then Happy B'day Fdk!!! "
Thanks u guys...
" Why Fdk seems sad...? No body knows your b'day...? "
Hahaha...
Not that...
People knows that today is Fdk's b'day...
It's just some of the reasons why Fdk sounds sad....
" What? Share with us..."
Well...
First of all, Fdk feel too damn OLD right now...
" WTF??? How old is Fdk now...? "
22 years old...
" 22?? That's not old...Ok..? "
For Fdk, it is old...
Secondly, Fdk's family doesn't even remember Fdk's b'day at all...
It's been like 5 years Fdk didn't celebrate my own b'day...
" Seriously??? "
Yup...
It's okay actually...
Fdk knows that they are busy with their own life...
So, Fdk not blame them about forgetting Fdk's b'day ever since Fdk was born until now...
" OMG!!! For 22 years, they didn't even remember at all??? "
Yeah....but, it's ok...
Fdk didn't mind it at all...
" But Fdk still have your beloved one to celebrate it, right? "
Yeah...
But...
Fdk still feel sad...
"EH!! Why?? "
Fdk didn't know...
Maybe some of things that Fdk thought will happen is not happen at all...
Somehow Fdk feel sad...
" It's your b'day...u should be happy...not feel sad..."
Fdk know...
Still...
Fdk somehow feel hurt...
Try imagine...
On the day of your b'day...
U should celebrate it...
Right?
Instead, people that is closed to u do something that's not about celebrating your b'day??
AT ALL!!!
Plus, they even look bored when they with u...
Even though they say that they are not feel bored with u...
It's like today is not your b'day...
That's what Fdk feels right now...
Fdk feel like wanna cry...
But...
Fdk just hold it...
I don't wanna show it...
'Cuz if Fdk show it...
They will start asking & blame themselves...
Fdk doesn't wanna show it....
" Be strong, Fdk...We know that u is a strong girl..."
Thanks u guys...
Anyway, u guys can continue what u guys are doing right now...
Thanks for the wishes...
&
Leave Fdk with my own feels for now...
'Cuz Fdk down't wanna keep this feel for a long time...
&
Fdk doesn't have any mood to write...
For now...
